The un-dying profession

A sun-scented breeze sweeps off of Wallowa Lake in Northeastern Oregon, wafting through the great ponderosas and up the slopes of the Eagle Cap mountains, passing as it does a rare gathering of a dying breed.

I’m not even talking about the wildlife, though there’s that. The deer may be plentiful in the park near the lake, but most others are barely hanging on. And so, it is for us—the writers. The summer intensive of my master’s in fine arts program begins with the writers’ conference called Fishtrap, which takes place at the Wallowa Lake Lodge each summer. This year, it’s scrambling to make up for thousands of dollars in cuts to arts funding even while most of the attendees pay hefty fees to attend.

I can’t guess exactly how the other writers feel, though the atmosphere feels a bit strained. No one mentions politics from the podium, except with oblique calls for donations to make up for the budget cuts. We’re now living in a country where writers lose their jobs or encounter blackouts for criticizing fascist secret police operations, a gold-encrusted wannabe dictator or a genocide funded largely by our taxes. We’re also living in a time when AI threatens to take over what few writing jobs are left.

While I don’t know what most of the attendees think, my fellow grad students talk. Some say they just want to focus on writing “for self-expression.” Those pretend that jobs and publishing don’t really matter. Maybe they don’t have student loans or rent to pay. But others glance sideways and grimace when the subject comes up.

We’re students gearing up to enter a field that may well be going the way of blacksmithing. Many of us are taking out substantial student loans to do so. And none of us really wants to acknowledge it.

Image of books spiraling into a black hole - via pixabay

Right now, free versions of AI can write a business letter, press release or high-school-level essay better than 80 percent of the population. Teachers are in despair, trying to figure out how to curb the rampant use and abuse of AI by students to get around assignments that are meant to teach the skills to become part of the 20 percent who use words creatively and originally… and thus better than AI.

And yet, one has to wonder. Will there come a time when even creative and original writing is produced (or simulated) by some of the better AI systems, and even the best writers—the “masters” of the craft--will become obsolete?

The sense of quiet despair is palpable along the lakeshore. Is it among my classmates or just in my own head?

After we return to the dry, air-conditioned university classrooms following the Fishtrap conference, a professor asks how many of us have submitted to literary magazines recently. There’s an uncomfortable silence while we all avoid her gaze. We’re graduate students, not fifth graders, but no one wants to be on the spot for this one. She’s clearly disturbed by our response. She expected some of us to be slacking. But all of us?

We love to write. We’re all passionate and full of ideas. We are ravenously hungry for someone—our classmates, our professors, our parents, anyone—to read what we write, but we keep that quiet. It’s uncool to be too desperate. The biggest reason we aren’t submitting to magazines is the pervasive sense that it won’t matter, that we won’t get published in anything that anyone reads, that few people read books or literary magazines these days, that no one makes a living writing anymore unless they’re famous. 

The bottom line is that there are too few writing jobs and too few readers and far too many of us.

Statistics say 99 percent of publishing funds go to celebrities and established authors. That leaves only 1 percent for the rest of us. And AI is rapidly gobbling up the crumbs of writing jobs that have traditionally been ours to divvy up between the masses of hungry, highly skilled and yet unknown writers.  

Twenty percent of the population can write well enough to draft a decent statement. Probably 10 percent can write creatively. Five percent can craft a publishable book. Five percent of the English-speaking population is a lot of people (about 18 million people at the moment).

Heck even the 1 or 2 percent who are truly talented and committed add up to a lot of people. And writing jobs have never been plentiful. According to statistics only 0.03 percent of the working population makes their living primarily from writing. 

So, that’s the reason for the awkward avoidance, but we keep the mood positive. We laugh in the teeth of the storm that threatens to wipe us off of this sketchy professional sandbar.

How can storytelling be a dying trade?

Storytelling is as old as humankind. I mean prostitution might be the oldest profession, but only because it predates our species. I’ve read archeologists who speculate that it is storytelling--not tools or language or fire--that differentiates us from animals. And that’s nothing against animals, just that their form of storytelling might not provide us with that satisfying zing of a complete story—curiosity, concern, need, resolution.

Will we really be okay if AI tells the stories from here on out, if people who want to write, just write for their own desk drawers or computer files, and learn to accept the lack of response?

Some people might think that’s okay.

But there’s a fundamental reason why I don’t agree. Stories are good and useful and even entertaining, but most importantly, stories are how we develop empathy. We come to see the world through the experiences of others from the time we’re babies listening to others talk about experiences or people they know. But if we’re lucky, we’re also read to, and we learn to read. We watch movies and today we go online. And mostly what we find is some form of story.

A lot of the stories today are essentially advertisements, whether for products, people or ideologies. They manipulate emotions and often shut down empathy. That’s largely because they claim to tell “your” story, the reader’s or viewer’s story. Whether oral or written, factual or fictional, stories about other people’s experiences give us little windows into other worlds and hence empathy.

And empathy is the one thing that has kept human society largely stable and livable, through all the political, military and social storms of the millennia. When things get too far out of balance, it’s empathy that brings us back. But today, increasingly there are those who are losing empathy, and I think it’s a story deficiency.

So, while we writers feel lost in the winds of the market these days, while I don’t know how we’re going to make a living at this, I know that we’re on the very frontlines of what our world most needs. We are the storytellers and whatever we write, even it isn’t earthshaking, even if it isn’t the greatest thing ever written, is essential and momentous.

The stories we write give brief glimpses into worlds that are different from a reader’s world in some way. Story must grip the reader and pull them into that different world to be effective. That’s one reason why stories must be entertaining. It’s not an added benefit. It’s essential.

So, skill does matter. We need to learn from one another, from conferences, from school, from writing groups and workshops, from copious reading and a ton of practice writing. But we must also keep the stories coming.

Because the world needs stories. This world with Empathy Deficiency Disorder needs writers.

Fighting back with story and hope: The Blue Witch and ICE

It’s hard to believe it’s only been one moon since I last wrote to you. It feels like the world has gone mad. We were bracing for trouble, but what has happened in one short month is beyond what most of us could possibly imagine.

I’ve thought of at least ten incisive, angry, informative, necessary topics I could write about in the past two weeks. But I know you are as exhausted and frazzled as I am. And I know that the exhaustion is targeted and intentional. Those that are usurping our democracy, our prosperity and our fragile hope for a livable future want us to be so overwhelmed by their chainsawing of our reality, so that we won’t be able to respond coherently.

So, I will not be one more place to find a catalogue of our despair, at least not for now.

You do not need my voice to point out specific points in the avalanche of heartbreak and fear. Protests in major cities are happening, but they’re scattered and dispersed across so many different issues that none of them are truly massive. Any particular thing I might cry out about would be one among the many.

Instead, I want to tell you about the little bit of hope I’ve seen this month. The response of people in small conservative towns in red counties, at least where I live, has been more aware and more courageous than I expected. I remember protests against the wars in Iraq here in my small town of La Grande, Oregon. We were a little knot of protesters, huddled in front of the post office. Men in big trucks threatened us, insulted us and threw rocks at us. Protesting right-wing ideologies, corporatism and militarism out here has always been hard and only for the intrepid.

But something has changed.

In the past month, we’ve seen more protest in places like La Grande, Baker City and Pendleton, Oregon than ever before. We’ve filled town halls with hundreds of furious, articulate voters demanding that their self-satisfied, safe-seater Republican representatives stand up to their corrupt party. We’ve filled the squares and sidewalks with protesters and homemade signs, while streams of cars honk their approval. And this isn’t some watered-down, right-wing version of protesting the Trump coup. The signs are like everyone else’s “Freedom, not fascism,” “Save Medicaid,” “Trans-rights are human rights,” “Stand with Ukraine,” “Immigrants welcome here,” “Support federal workers,” and so on.

This effort has been so grassroots that there was no organization taking the lead, but I've been able to connect with the handful of people who started the local protests and they are swiftly moving toward developing an inclusive, grassroots organization that others can join. They are days away from announcing a name and an email/FB page. If you are local in Eastern Oregon and would like to be involved, reply to me and I'll pass along your email. By next week there will be an organization to get involved with, as well as a social event on Friday, March 21. And the next massive protest both locally and nationwide happening on April 5.

I also correspond with protest organizers in larger cities and many are justifiably afraid a harsh crackdown is coming. They’re facing attacks from isolated right-wing fanatics who threaten violence at peaceful pro-democracy demonstrations. And I think back to when we were surrounded by men with guns and rocks and trucks, and we stood anyway. It’s hard but I know they can withstand this.

The reaction of so many rural people is hopeful to me. Our protests—a hundred here, a hundred and twenty there—may barely even make the local news, but percentage-wise they are bigger than the big city protests. Everyone in town knows. It’s unavoidable. And this is where the pressure is more likely to be felt by those right-wing politicians who claim to represent middle America. They don’t represent us. They have betrayed rural people, and we are telling them so loud and clear.

In this context, and specifically for those involved in resistance in big cities and small towns alike, I want to focus on things that will provide hope and impetus to action. I believe we need stories that lift our hearts. So, today I set out to spark a myth—the myth of the Blue Witch. She’s in a small town, a lot like mine, a lot like yours. She’s just around the next corner, a helping hand, a magic touch.

The following is a story that came to me, and I hope it will be the first of many, to be written by me or others. The Blue Witch is in all of us, a magic of compassion, mutual aid and respect for all people in democracy.

Creative commons image of a full moon by Rachel Kramer on flickr.com

The Blue Witch and ICE

Emma the Witch lives in a shabby bungalow between an ash and a black cherry. She moved in three years ago, pulling up with a moving van and a sullen teenager. The neighbors might have believed the profusely pierced teen was a witch, but not Emma. She unpacked her boxes, planted zinnias, calendula and cone flowers and acquired just one cat.

In witch movies, you can always tell a witch by her appearance, but Emma isn’t either alluringly sexy or in possession of a long warty nose. Instead, she’s a bit shorter than medium with fluffy, graying hair that she gets professionally feathered. Instead of slinky, sequined outfits or long dark robes, she favors slightly wrinkled cotton slacks and knitted vests.

The first neighbors to discover her secret were Rodrigo and little Marita. ICE agents were monitoring the school-bus stop that day, and as soon as the door was open, they started cornering kids and any adults meeting them by twos and threes. Rodrigo snatched up Marita, his tiny daughter so proud of her first-grade backpack, and strode briskly down the nearby alley, away from his apartment. No way he was leading them back to Jaunita.

He forced himself not to look back, hoping to be inconspicuous, but he could hear them coming, trying to corral the teenagers and follow him at the same time. That’s when he saw Emma opening her backyard gate, her soft gray eyes wide with intant realization.

Her hand flicked, beckoning. Another finger going to her lips.

A split-second decision and he was through the gate, crouching down behind the weathered planks of the fence. But there were cracks in it. Surely, they’d be seen, and there were already running footsteps and the threatening “bleep” of a cruiser.

Emma put up a hand, silent. If they ran toward the house or the front, they’d be heard. She darted like a little gray sparrow in her garden, snatching something off a nearby rock wall covered with odd crystals, little statues and herb pots. She pressed it into Rodrigo’s hand free hand, folding his fingers around a jagged white stone, and again, put her finger to her lips.

As the boots and raised voices came near, she dug in the canvas bag at her side, bringing out a black velvet pouch, opened it and swiftly scattered handfuls of sulfur-smelling, herbal dust on the fence and around Rodrigo and Marita, her lips moving in a silent chant.

“He must be down here!” The voice was just on the other side of the fence. The agents ran their sticks along the planks and knocked over recycling bins. Once Rodrigo thought one of them stared right through at him, but it was like his eyes didn’t see.

No time to really feel the fear, and then they moved on. When it was quiet, Emma beckoned them inside and made tea. “Bruja?” Rodrigo wondered, but it didn’t matter. He’d keep her secret.