Fat shaming, medical blaming and being "right"

Those who haven’t seen me in a while are often pleasantly surprised these days when they do see me. I’ve lost a lot of unnecessary weight, have more physical energy and am much more clear headed than I was for years. This comes of beating diabetes.

I sort of feel gratified when people remark in my change of health and appearance, but I secretly also feel frustrated. For every person who expresses this happiness for me, there are three people somewhere judging a fat person. Maybe they are even some of the same people.

Even technology seems to avoid overweight people in images. My camera app on Apple devices will show all the matching pictures of everyone thin I know, but displays only the sign “updating” for hours when asked to match pictures of fat people, including me. I tried to find other images to go along with this article on Flickr and similar sites, but fat people, especially fat people looking normal and content, are strangely absent from the internet, despite being all around me in real life.

Now, I’m one of those lucky souls inhabiting a body with a brain that does structure, routine and healthy habits without too much pain and suffering. I sleep seven and a half hours, get up at 6 am, meditate, exercise, cook and eat healthy food, and all that. I’ve done it even while insanely busy with work and my kids’ medical demands, though that entailed a lot of stress. So, you might think I’d be one of those people self-righteously saying, “health is connected to healthy habits,” and therefore fat people deserve to be shamed.

But here’s the catch.

I was fat. And I had healthy habits—or at least I kept the habits I was told were healthy by the medical establishment. I exercised. I ate a “Mediterranean diet” with lots of organic veggies, legumes and whole grains. I never ate fast food and rarely ate packaged food. I hadn't had soda since I was a teenager. I thought positively, I grew my own vegetables, for crying out loud.

But in fact, I can name a dozen middle-aged, fat women I know personally who also have that sort of healthy lifestyle. In case no one has let you in on the secret, life and body shape aren’t fair.

People definitely didn’t immediately assume I was living like that when they looked at my body shape. The overriding assumption in society is that people who have a lot of extra weight are slacking off somewhere, either not exercising or eating too much or eating the wrong things

When I hear people comment on other fat people, I don’t have to speculate much on what the underlying assumptions are, because I shared them up until recently. I never went around openly blaming people for being fat, but I figured focus, effort and good habits played a large role. And by de fault that seemed to mean that those who were fat lacked good habits and self-discipline.

But they often have them in spades.

OK, let’s be clear. Not every fat person does. Many people are not focused, don’t put out daily effort and don’t have healthy habits. There are plenty of people who eat mainly fast food and junk food and that does contribute to weight and poor health.

But there are also fat people who are disciplined and focused. Some are healthy the way they are. Some aren’t.

I wasn’t. But that was because I had a chronic illness that made it so that my body could not process most of the food I was eating—specifically the parts that were various forms of carbohydrates (i.e. sugar). When you can’t process sugar well, your body starts cranking out a ton of insulin (unless you have type 1 diabetes). And tons of insulin makes you fat, even if you eat relatively little and get your exercise.

This is not the reason every fat person is fat. But it was apparently my reason. I was allergic to most of my food. I fixed that, got rid of the food that was causing excessive inflammation and massive insulin production, and that worked… for me.

I wish everyone could find a magic key to their health like that. OK, it isn’t nearly as simple as taking a supplement pill. A large part of my life now revolves around making sure I can always eat food that my body can process well, and in the modern world—so heavy on carbohydrates—that means cooking almost everything myself.

It is both hugely time consuming and very expensive, because mostly what I can eat is fresh meat and vegetables. I have to carry an electric cooler almost everywhere I go. Even a day trip is now an expedition, because I can’t just run across a place to eat or pack a few granola bars.

But still, I was relatively lucky in this. In my case, there is a solution. My last A1C was 5.0. I’m officially in the healthy range.

But I wouldn’t be if I ate so much as a whole grain bread roll or a bowl of beans. My blood sugar would shoot up and I’d feel sick for a few days. I know because I’ve accidentally eaten things I shouldn’t before I realized how exacting my body’s requirements now are.

That means I wouldn’t be in this healthy range if I’d followed the advice of the medical nutritionist my doctor sent me to. She advised me to stick to my Mediterranean diet to “make sure the disease progresses slowly.” The disease, which is considered incurable and eventually fatal, is not progressing slowly. It isn’t progressing at all, because I researched instead of just taking what I was told at face value and accepting that I was going to die slowly.

That’s how I found out about ketogenic, very low-carb diets. I’ve been following a modified diabetic version for a year and a half—with all the recommendations for balancing electrolytes and digestive health.

I wish every ailment had a hidden cure like that. But this doesn’t even work for every type of diabetes, at least not this well.

Even so, it is far from an easy fix. It can reverse all the nasty effects of diabetes, including eliminating neuropathy and improving the immune system. But it is an entire lifestyle change and for most people with type 2 diabetes it has to be permanent.

It is also a lot easier for those type 2 diabetics who were already eating a diet with lots of salads, home cooked meals and plain water. I’ve seen how much people who were addicted to junk food or even just people who never learned to cook for themselves struggle to make the switch. The battle is real.

And then again, there are many people whose health difficulties are different. Different types of diabetes may not respond the same way. There are many other reasons why people become overweight, despite healthy habits.

What I take from this is that we have to take a good hard look at the assumptions we make about others based on their health. Just as we don’t immediately assume every person with lung cancer must have been a long-time smoker, one really cannot know what causes the health problems we see in others are, even if they seem to be preventable.

There may even be a solution—such as my ketogenic diet—which the person doesn’t yet know about. It is often hard for me not to excessively “sing the gospel” about this whenever I meet people with the classic T2 body shape and warning signs. I do let people know I have the condition and that I have found a solution, but force myself not to push too hard. It doesn’t work for everyone for a variety of reasons, and really if it isn’t my body, I’m not entitled to a strong opinion.

I’ve seen many sides of this issue in the last several years. Having adopted kids with a serious neurodevelopment disorder that is entirely preventable and caused by prenatal exposure to alcohol, I often run up agains the question of whether or not to assertively point out that they are adopted whenever I encounter a new health care provider. Sure, that’s actually crucial medical information and they’ll get the memo eventually, but the fact is that if I don’t tell them right off and they see the diagnosis first, they are going to go through a period of making certain very negative assumptions.

And beyond even the level of physical health, my kids’ disability carries with it lack of impulse control, inability to grasp time and organization and difficulties in understanding cause and effect. They will struggle all their lives not only with the real consequences of those things but also with people’s assumptions about their motives. And by extension, I labor under the judgements of others about my “parenting” and why my kids “act like that.”

From being a person who thought I was right a good deal of the time, who thought fat people must be a bit lax and that punctuality, motivation and calm are all within an individual’s control, I have come to question just about everything I thought I knew for sure. I could wish I didn’t have to beat diabetes and parent kids with such tough disabilities in order to become less certain, but I don’t know if anyone could have explained it to me sufficiently without the school of hard knocks to hammer it home.

What do you think? Does hearing about the experiences of others regarding how wrong one’s assumptions can be about another person’s health and behavior second-hand make a difference?

How to be a good-enough parent

”This kid was whining, saying his mom’s name over an over again. She couldn’t even get him to stop.”

All it takes is one of those comments, usually about the bad behavior of kids or families with children getting in the way and a flood is unleashed. Whether the person making the original comment was judging the parent or not, most people jump to the conclusion that the child’s parent is to blame.

Parent shaming is more popular than fat shaming. It’s the most socially acceptable form of public shaming in our society.

If you’re like me and not made of dried rawhide, you probably want to avoid it pretty bad. Fortunately, I’ve read just about every parenting book on the market, and according to some flatterers, I have quite a few parenting tricks up my sleeve.

So here is my fool-proof guide to avoiding parent shame and winning the coveted twenty-first-century “good enough” parent medal.

Creative Commons image via Pixabay

Creative Commons image via Pixabay

Before you start

  • One of the main reasons parents are shamed is because of overpopulation. Before you start, consider whether or not you should. Our world is suffering from population explosion and ecological collapse. It could be argued… and in practice will be argued that you are selfish for insisting on procreating your own special genes.

  • The easiest way to avoid parent shaming is not to become a parent. Sure, we need to have a next generation to keep the economy going while those virtuous adults who choose not to burden the earth with their off-spring get old, but you might want to leave that up to someone else.

  • Another way to avoid the overpopulation and ecology shamers and still be a parent is to adopt. But you’ll be shamed for adopting too. There are stories about adoptive parents exploiting poor people in other countries and buying children. Even though you personally might not have done that, you can be sure that every time the subject of how you adopted kids is brought up, this issue will be rehashed and you’ll be publicly shamed about it.

  • If you either already have kids or still think you can have kids and avoid shame too, read on.

The loving foundation

  • Most people at least claim that they believe the most important part of parenting is love. It all starts with love and the worst shame any parent can have is to be accused of not loving their kid enough, or heaven forbid, loving one kid more than another. There should be nothing your kid could do that would cause you to stop loving him or her. Well, a school shooting, yeah, then you should stop loving them but other than that. Be unconditionally, unendingly, inexhaustably loving.

  • But not too loving. Don’t smother. Don’t be biased in favor of your kid at public events. Lots of shame comes to those parents who cheer too much or protect their kid from criticism or favor their kid over others.

  • Be loving but know precisely when your child doesn’t want to be kissed or hugged anymore. Physical affection is essential. Just because your child pulls away or shouts obscenities at you doesn’t mean they’ve grown out of the hugging phase. They still need loving hugs, up until the point that they don’t. You have to know where that invisible line is. Stop hugging too early and you’re cold and creating needy sociopathic monsters. Too late and you’re a pathetic cliche.

  • Be loving from a distance when they decide they don’t want to have anything to do with you as young adults. Be loving but have no emotions. Love but don’t expect love back. Be immune to screaming, hateful diatribes. Accept them with equanimity.

Balancing parenting and career

  • Provide for all of your child’s physical and emotional needs. Make sure you have a job that pays well, so that your child never has to be exposed to black mold, a leaky roof, a dangerous neighborhood, cheap and unhealthy food, bully-target clothing or unsafe, cheap toys. Financially poor parents are among the first to be shamed everywhere. If you didn’t have good job prospects, you never should have had the off-spring, so buck up and make money.

  • Moms, be especially sure to have a prestigious job, Set a good example for your daughters. It is unforgivable to give girls the impression that their options are limited. And boys need to see women as powerful and prestigious providers too. Feminists are great at shaming moms who break ranks and don’t get a career. Half-time and place-holding jobs don’t cut it. You’re sending a message that women are limited by their biological childbearing function.

  • Not only must your job be prestigious and keep you out of poverty, it must guarantee a stimulating environment for your child, including expensive educational toys and legos, toddler foreign language and music classes, memberships to sports, arts and crafts clubs and courses, and vacations to exciting places. If your child lags in academics, you clearly missed some of these requirements and it’s all your fault.

  • At the same time, you must be present and attentive to your kids pretty much all the time. If doing this while satisfying the points above requires breaking the space-time continuum, tough beans. Nannies are a lazy-parent trick. Parents who rely on nannies for more than emergencies deserve the shaming they routinely get.

  • Make sure you are home with your kids for at least the first three years of their lives and that you are there when they leave for school and when they get home. In fact, while exercise is good, not driving your kids to school is shame-worthy if you live within a 200-mile radius of any historical child-kidnapping incident, which defines every inhabited place on the planet, except maybe some remote cabins in Greenland.

  • What your kids need more than anything is your constant, reassuring and playful presence. It is the single most important factor in the development of their self-confidence and their educational success. Of course, their day at school needs to be as short as possible and not lengthened by after-school programs, so that you can selfishly work longer hours. They are just children after all and their growing brains cannot handle long days the way adults can. You know who those whispers at pick-up time are about.

Tackling the housework

  • If you were thinking that you can game the previous section by working from home or running a business out of your home, this point is specifically for you.

  • Embrace the mess. Kids are naturally messy and it is unnatural and harmful to deny them the right to be messy or to force them to live in too sterile an environment (defined as spaces in which more than 50 percent of the floor area is walkable). When social workers enter a home on a child-abuse tip, a too-clean home is one of the red flags they are looking for. Shame on those clean-freak parents!

  • Also cleaning does not count as being present and attentive. You need to be playing with your kids, engaging in child-led activities (such as being the evil queen, lady’s made, monster or bad guy running from miniature cops). Cleaning must be kept to a minimum and done only when the kids are asleep, which rules out most home businesses.

  • Ensure a hygienic and stimulating environment for your child. Those same social workers are also looking for cluttered and dirty homes. That goes right on the form. Parents who are slobs and have clearly not washed their floor since it was puked on and who have clutter covering a lot of grime will certainly get shamed.

  • Also clutter doesn’t count as a stimulating environment. If your kids can’t find their educational toys or the pieces to all those games or the wheels of their lego sets, they won’t get the advantages those toys provide.

The care and feeding of littles

  • Ensure that your kids get good nutrition. Processed and prepackaged foods are the worst. Restaurant foods are also highly salted and sugared and full of harmful GMOs, white flour and trans fats. The harm these foods do to a child’s body and brain is truly horrific, including the development of allergies, neurological disorders, obesity, immune disorders and lifelong risks for diabetes and heart disease. (In fact, if your child already has any of those conditions or autism or ADHD, you are pretty much sunk on avoiding parent shame. You will inevitably be told that all they need is a better diet.)

  • You really need to cook from scratch. Bake whole-grain breads, but make sure you test for gluten sensitivities and learn to bake the gluten-free kind, if necessary. Note that cooking, like cleaning, doesn’t count as being present and you’ll need to do it while the kids are asleep or at school.

  • You’ll also have to satisfy both the vegetarian shamers and the “kids need a lot of protein to grow” shamers, but I’ll leave that one up to you.

  • Always keep in mind that sugar and nutrient deficient simple carbohydrates like rice, white bread, noodles and fries must be kept to a minimum. Did I mention that ketchup is mostly sugar? A lot of bad parents around you will be feeding their kids pretty much only these foods—right in front of your kids unless you keep them locked away from society. Because these foods are specifically designed to be attractive and biologically our bodies crave simple carbohydrates, your kids will beg for them. The shame is so easy to slide into.

  • And the most important rule about food is that you must never ever force your kids to eat something. You must provide healthy food, while they watch other kids both in person and on TV consume junk food and fast food. But forcing your kids to eat is one of the easiest things to shame parents about.

  • Food can never become a point of controversy in your home, or you will be “creating eating disorders.”

Fostering education and self-confidence

  • Children are the future and even people who don’t have children will rely on your children’s economic activity when our generation is old, so education is a hugely important part of parenting—the most important part according to many. You must ensure not just adequate but excellent education for your child, if he or she is to have any hope of surviving in the competitive economy these days.

  • As a preschooler, your child needs bright, fun, educational classes in foreign languages, brain development, music and art, and you should be present or right outside the door at all times.

  • You should carefully choose your child’s school. The only consideration allowed when looking at cost or transportation times is the child’s comfort, not yours or your selfish work schedule. You must get your child into a high-quality school or all the rest is your fault.

  • Teachers will expect you to devote several hours to your child’s education every evening, to keep all records and projects in perfect order, to go through backpacks and school materials and replace anything lost in the classroom jumble and to ensure that homework is completed and that the child actually understands what he or she is doing, rather than just parroting answers you gave.

  • Remember while average academic success on an assignment gets a C, which implies that most kids will get that kind of grade, you must make sure your kid isn’t one of them. C students can’t expect professional or academic success and parents of C students are lazy slouchers.

  • Oh, and never pressure your child about academics. The most important thing you can do for your child’s academic success is to boost his or her self-confidence with lots of praise. Praise your child’s every effort and reward good grades but not to the extent that any other child who is not so successful will suffer low self-confidence. Excessive praise would be as unforgivable as pressuring your child to succeed.

  • If they don’t succeed academically, it is your shame, not theirs.

Screen time, consumerism and socialization

  • If a child has social problems at school, it is the parent’s fault. Usually the parent has not provided the right kind of or new enough clothing, school supplies, accessories or toys. That or the parent is extreme and doesn’t allow the child to watch the popular entertainment of the day or play the current video games. Such a child cannot keep up with what the other kids are interested in. Kids will often be unpopular or even experience bullying when they come from extreme households that don’t allow these modern influences.

  • But of course you shouldn’t allow your child to be indoctrinated by consumerism either. There is nothing worse than a whiny, consumerist brat, constantly demanding this and that and thinking only of themselves. You need to identify the exact amount of toys, clothes and consumer items your kids need to survive socially and yet not become spoiled brats. It’s up to you and shame on you if you miss the mark!

  • You’ve no doubt seen the studies about the harmful effects of too much screen time on kids. You must carefully limit your child’s exposure to television, movies, video games and social media. Fifteen to thirty minutes per day might not be harmful but you have got to shut it off after that.

  • Also make sure the experience of shutting off the screens isn’t traumatizing to your child. That’s another reason parents get shamed.

  • And make sure that the denial of this forbidden fruit doesn’t result in your child being obsessed with screen-based entertainment. One more reason.

Morality without forced religion

  • Instead of consumerism and entertainment, make sure your child has a spiritual grounding and a healthy desire to help others. Involve your child in groups and communities which are focused on spiritual values. And above all teach your child right from wrong. This is one of many areas that parents are shamed for neglecting when their children get into trouble.

  • But never ever force a religion or spiritual beliefs on your child. Spiritual abuse is real and often turns kids away from spirituality entirely, which is also the parent’s fault. You can take them to a place of worship a couple of times, but don’t force them to go once they are old enough to wish to play video games instead. They will have to develop altruism and ethics without the structures that every previous generation of humanity relied upon for their spiritual development, and it’s your job to make sure they do (without the help of clergy).

The big one: Behavior and discipline

  • When it comes to separating right from wrong, it is important that you understand the difference between discipline and punishment. You must ensure that your child is disciplined but never punished. Punishment destroys self-confidence and thus higher brain functions.

  • You must teach your child how to behave well, or you will certainly be shamed. But you must never be harsh or punitive. You’ll not only be shamed. You could even be investigated by the authorities, the ultimate shame.

  • There are truck-loads of parenting books about how to ensure respectful and responsible behavior without harsh measures. They all rely on the idea that if you approach your child properly, they will inevitably respond reasonably and logically. Any childish lack of logic or other abnormality that causes your child to misbehave despite the expert strategies. reward charts and carefully phrased respectful reminders is probably your fault too, possibly something you did during pregnancy.

  • You may remind your children of the rules, ask them to sit in “time out” if they become too upset, ask them to ‘do over” whatever they did with poor behavior and provide positive reinforcement when they do behave well.

  • You will be held personally, legally and morally responsible for each and every one of your child’s misdeeds, but you are never allowed to punish them for it. You must be consistent with your rules and guarantee their sanctity, but you must never physically force or confine your child. You can gently remind them of the benefits of following your hard-and-fast, but punitively revoking privileges is no different from punishment.

  • You must at all times treat your child with the same respect you accord to well-behaved adults, even while your child is screaming insults, throwing food in your face and poking his or her siblings in the eye for fun. Respect, say the parenting rules of logic and reason, begets respect, and if it doesn’t, you must have done it wrong.

  • Don’t be a helicopter parent. Allow your child to take risks, so that they understand natural consequences. Natural consequences are the key part of non-punitive discipline. Instead of your punishments, your child should incur the natural consequences of their actions.

  • Of course, you should not allow your child to incur any of the consequences on the following list, or you are a criminally neglectful parent: physical harm, cold, dangerous heat, sunburn, tooth decay, malnutrition, allergic reactions, exposure to dangerous organisms, illness, exposure to dangerous substances, consumption of unhealthy food and its long-term health effects, sleep deprivation, educational failure, social ostracism, emotional trauma or public shame and disgrace. The public shame must be all yours when you fail at parenting. You must protect your child from all of the real consequences while not punishing and not helicoptering.

  • When your child does something even mildly annoying in public, you will be shamed. You need to ensure that your child does not annoy others. After all, you cannot impose your life choices to have a child on those who chose not to have children, even if they are counting on the next generation to keep the Social Security system ticking when they’re old. If your child whines, repeats annoying words, pesters you for attention, fidgets, taps things or otherwise is seen or heard in an annoying fashion, it is clearly because you failed at the point on discipline. You must be attentive and stop the annoying behavior one way or another immediately. However, you must remember to never be punitive or harsh. Otherwise you will not only be publicly shamed but reported to the authorities.

Keeping it all together

  • If doing all this, while working a sufficiently lucrative job, cooking from scratch and making sure your kids’ homework gets done, sounds tough, have no fear. Today people also shame parents for not doing self-care and taking time for their marriages.

  • You must take time for yourself. Go away for at least a couple of days per month with your spouse to ensure your family is rock solid. If your marriage falls apart, your kids will suffer and you’ll never live down the parent shame. (While planning this mandatory self-care, remember what happens to parents who hire nannies and sitters.)

  • If you’re stressed out, harried and gray-haired as a parent, your tone of voice will not be loving enough. Get enough sleep after the kids are in bed, the cleaning and cooking that you can’t do when they’re awake is done and the bills are paid. That’s the only way to avoid the shame of being willfully sleep deprived. You’ll need to use your skills with physics to stretch time in order to make time for reading novels, massage and other quality me-time activities. Remember there’s no excuse for not taking care of yourself, so you can be a good-enough parent.

My best tip is that the next time someone parent-shames you, make them read this.

Good luck! You’ll need it.